Ahem, AHEM....is this thing on?

I was actually going to record myself on video pleading with you to understand that although my love for you still exists I am unable to show you in physical ways. We may need a little blog marriage counseling. I have several drafts started and saved telling of our lives over the last three weeks but i just can't seem to finish them.

I have tons of pictures edited ready to post and I just can't seem to sit and do it.

What should I do? I was going to declare blogging bankruptcy and just start posting from this day forward instead of feeling guilty about not posting from the past. I mean I still have Chloe and Lucy's b-day pictures from November left to show you!!!!

oh...it was her party and she cried if she wanted to! ( and not the pretty feminine kind)

or my all day Ikea trip with my girlfriends

or our two days away in DC spent with Ryan's brother Dan, Joe and his fiance Joanna.

All I can do is ask for your undying devotion. On the count of three poke your finger with a needle, wipe a drop of blood on the screen and take a blood oath to solemnly swear to be faithful during my unfaithfulness. Ready? One, two....three.......

Good, now we have our commitment re-established...let me share something exciting from today.

We have been featured on The Brides Cafe!!!! Whoo hooo......this is such an awesome, well known and respected bridal planning blog. They are featuring our New Years Eve shoot of Ryan's brother, Joe and his fiance Joanna.

Images like this....but see this is where this blog sucks because I can't post them full size....this is why I push the Kellan blog so much. Let the pictures take you away.....oh and it totally rocks when you leave comment love on the Kellan blog, makes us feel popular and fulfills that junior side of us that needs a little attention.

and many many more on The Brides Cafe and of course our original post on Kellan.

You can also check a sneak peek of our new logo on the homepage of The Brides Cafe....see this is where all our time and energy is right now, getting our rebirth of Kellan ready!!!! This is our baby and right now we are in full blown 3rd trimester pregnancy. You know third trimester wipes you out and you can't focus on too many other things...this is why I can only post on the Kellan blog right now....so if you want to see pictures of my ridiculously awesome kids....then go over there. See I still exist....just not on Filtering Life right now.

So there it is, true confessions by Kelly Portnoy. I will try to pick up where I left off. I can only recommend you check the Kellan blog as much as you check here, chances are you will get more frequent updates over there!

Thank you faithful readers.