I AM FREE TO RUN
I AM FREE TO DANCE
I AM FREE TO LIVE FOR YOU
I AM FREE....I AM FREE

Tonight for the first time ever....I experienced God in a way that has changed my life...there has been a lot of crap going on in my life...and when I say crap...I mean CRAP....I have been majorly stressed out at work....stressed about switching churches and losing friends....stressed about loosing weight...stressed about a lot of things....Tonight when I was leading worship....yeah I was worshiping...but not like normal....we went through the songs like usual and it was ok....Then Pastor Sean asked us to do a song at the end....I didnt know what to do...Pastor Adam stopped me and asked me if I had thought of anything....I said no...so we got together...and we decided to do "I Give You My Heart"....well we did that song and I got more into it.......then Pst. Adam went into "I Am Free" again (did that song earlier)....but for some reason it was different....I actually felt free....I was free to run and dance and LIVE for the God who created me...I AM FREE....You know tonight we tried to make it all about the kids about getting the to experience God (thats are mission all the time to bring people closer to God)....but tonight...I felt like it wasnt for the kids or anyone else...it was for ME...and ME only....I needed to let God do work in my life...I need to free everything in me and just let Him handle it like He wants too....I was dancing...I couldnt stop....we got done singing...and I wasnt done...I needed more...but I couldnt sing anymore...I went into tears...broke down emotionally....but in a joyful way....I couldnt stop....I kept dancing and jumping and moving...and crying out...and I AM FREE...I just cant explain exactly how it was....but it was amazing...beyond amazing...I mean beyond anything I could say or describe....God is so awesome...and for Him to choose me tonight to work in...was a blessing...I needed it and I believe He knew how much I needed it....I text messaged a lot of my friends to tell them I couldnt keep it silent...I went and told friends....I mean it was to amazing to keep to myself....so this might be a whole bunch of nothing to people...but I had to write it I had to share...I have to tell the whole world how amazing my God is...WOW.....I AM FREE!!!!!!!!!!