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I am complex...
I could write a thousand pages a day, but no one would ever see them.
I think more than I'd like to, but I think more clearly in the shower.
It puts me at ease and calms me down.
As of now I am at a loss of words.
The words that were in my head have returned to my subconscious and I cannot recollect what they were. I hate this.
For what I am if I cannot remember such simple sentences that were buzzing about my head in the shower. I stand there underneath the water and let it fall down over me like a blanket of warm peace. The water drains down into my ears and I can hear the soft hum of my thoughts as they scurry around my mind...in no particular direction whatsoever.
Every once in a while my brain waves will pick up on a few and send me thinking about odd subjects that are simply irrelevant to my other thoughts. Whats wrong with me?
But then again, I think to much and I should stop.
I believe that this is one of the reasons for my insomnia, not only this but also because my bed is so big and I cannot fill it...I cant stand the feeling of laying there alone in the dark, and yes, the dark is my biggest fear...sometimes.
i'm an artist.
the complicated, crazy kind.
that is constantly thinking
& critically complex.
i'm one of those unique people.
there's more to me than the average person.
& if you get that far you'll find that out.
inspiration is everywhere, pathetically overflowing and most people are too blind to see it..
