re-evaluate your focus.

so everything that we based the end on has come to an end.
ironic. no? well i think so.
i know you've probably all but forgotten everything,
but somethings that were a problem in your eyes have become rather irrelevant.
and i'd still like to be your friend.
so just …

back to you

hello again.
i've tried so hard to get through to you,
but i know now you don't want to be broken down.
you exist so casually.
i despise you for affecting my life still,
and that my favorite songs remind me of you.

i have no right to blame you in this way
we've …

just ask yourself

slipping through.
sinking in.
i drift into this current.
air flow patterns into waves through the sky
and i float like hands become airplanes in the wind.

the jetstream pulls me along.
and over fields i wander.
the beauty of the landscape nearly erases the …

i heart the lorax

i hate to say this now.
but speaking out is all i know.

i cannot in good faith accept your reality.
though i trust your judgements to be safe
your logic is faulty.
human kind is so incredibly depressing.
how can you believe this is all there is?

when life is …

count down to forever.

it had been a while
and there were somethings that needed to be said
so they walked.

a bright blue sky overhead left room for thoughts to escape unspoken.
laying in the sun made way for awkward silences.
hours spent breaking down walls.
finally saying things …

thoughts after bowling.

eyes. with puffiness.
as they hold back sleep.
but i'd like to make you smile.
so i'll keep working.
*
*
*
she's a terror.
but she redeems herself.
don't let her offend you.
i promise she means well.

falling from such great heights,
it might take awhile …

fall apart.

a breakdown.
that's where i'm headed.
each song i hear
has it's own way of tearing me down.
to need you so,
someone i barely know.
i knew you once.
but that was long ago.
at least long enough to have no standing now.
please leave. and don't come back.
i'd hate …

stranger

we've not yet met.
i'd like to rush this process.
let's become acquaintances.
and perhaps. someday. much more.
i probably won't say this again soon.
but i'd like you to be here with me.

i just want you here.
the sooner the better.
i'm feeling quite …

old one

i feel like falling down.
and i wish someone was here to catch me.
just a few days back i predicted this fallout.
today was so lovely.
then it just fell apart.
there's a storm sweeping through.
too soon for me to enjoy the day's sun.
a wave of doubts on all …

getaway

i don't quite fit your expectations.
someday i'll leave this all behind for something better.
this way of life is far too suffocating for me and my big dreams.

breakable

i just realized my hands are shaking. i'm so terrified.
if i say what i'm thinking. i just might win you over.
*
you could be the missing link in everything i do.
i've never felt so completely taken aback before.
this makes me feel so terribly breakable.

*=i …