Lu

I'm finding my own words, my own little stage, my own epic drama, my own scripted page

18 years old

Lisbon, Portugal

Female

About

I've laughed so much that I finished up getting my face sore,
I've swam till I was out of breath,
I've cried myself to sleep, and woke up with my face swollen,
I've burnt myself playing with candles,
I've talked to the mirror.
I've hid behind curtains, leaving my feet uncovered.
I've ran around the living room tripping on the telephone wire and ending up falling flat on my face.
I've taken showers in the rain,
I've confessed myself before falling asleep,
I've done insane things that only I know about, I've already confused feelings,
I've been on the wrong way, and I continue to walk into the unknown.
I've scraped the bottom of the pan,
I've cried listening to a song, but I have also laughed out loud.
I've already tried to forget some people, but I've discovered that they are the hardest ones to forget.
I've fallen on my bum running down the stairs,
I've already said a whole lot of rubbish, I've mistaken myself,
I've regretted something and wanted to die because of it, and blushed until I went purple.
I've made eternal promises,
I've cried in the bath tub.
I've run away from home forever, and came back the same instant.
I went out walking with no direction, with my head clear, just hearing the sound of my own footsteps.
I've ran so I didn't leave someone crying,
I've been surrounded by a thousand other people, and still felt all alone missing just one.
I've heard compliments that I couldn't accept.
I've seen the sun go down with a slightly orange/pinkish colour,
I've seen every corner of Lisbon and still didn't find somewhere I belong.
I've been afraid of the dark,
I've seen the rainbow right over me,
shivered from nerves,
almost died for love.
I've woken up in the middle of the night and have been afraid of getting out of bed,
I've yelled from happiness,
I've hugged more than one person at a time,
I've fallen In love and thought it was forever, but it was always a half through "forever". I've laid down in the middle of the night and have seen the moon become the sun,
I've seen friends go, but I have found out that new ones always come, and life is just like this, a come and go for no apparent reason...