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About
I'm childish and immature, jealous and an attention whore. Physical contact is my most needed desire. I play games to escape not from reality, but from my own thoughts; something mindless like obliterating zombies or rolling up random objects around town. I'm a level-headed, rational, purely logical being who's convinced he's probably insane. I hate the feeling I get when I'm keyed up; like ribbons of fire ripping through my veins. So I stay calm and emotionless in every situation I can, but when something really affects me, you'll see it. I fall in love too fast, and I've been hurt more times than I can count; I pour all of my passion and energy into a relationship because I play for keeps. I seek approval and recognition from those around me, because I am insecure in who I am and where I'm going. I don't consider myself to have a future. I was voted Most Likely to Succeed in high school. I babble, I talk to myself, I use third-person far more than I should and I'm annoyed with the person I've become.
Midas is broken.
Abandon all hope, ye who know t3h Midas.
Movies
Serenity, The Boondock Saints, Fight Club, Pirates of the Caribbean, The Matrix, Memento, Seven, The Hunt for Red October, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Soylent Green, Hudson Hawk, Gattaca, Logan's Run, Shawshank Redemption
Music
TormentedRadio.com, Mirrorshades.org, Slipknot, Godsmack, Korn, Nirvana, Mindless Self Indulgence, MSi, Nine Inch Nails, NIN, Prodigy, Rage Against the Machine, Semisonic, The Faint, The Haunted, System of a Down, SoAD, Tool, Muse, Orgy, Norma Jean, Across Five Aprils, Bella Morte, Combichrist, Cruxshadows, Velvet Acid Christ, Icon of Coil, Rotersand, The Birthday Massacre, Dresden Dolls, Killswitch Engage, Mudvayne, Sevendust, Flyleaf, 10 Years, Atreyu, Kovenant, Ladytron, ::wumpscut::, Skinny Puppy, Apoptygma Berzerk, Hanzel und Gretel, Atreyu, Funker Vogt, Suicide Commando, VNV Nation, Psyclon Nine, Clan of Xymox
Books
Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Interview with a Vampire, The Vampire Lestat, Choke, Survivor, 1984, A Brave New World, Simulacra and Simulation, Snow Crash, The Diamond Age, Hyperion, Endymion, Origin of Species, The Gospel of the Flying Spaghetti Monster, Ender's Game
Interests
Computers, Gaming, Software Programming, Indie bands, Metal bands, Rock bands, sex, drugs, wine, women, Swordfighting, Dungeons and Dragons, Fencing, Hiking, Backpacking, White water Kayaking, Extreme Running, fist fights, music, hanging out, making out, dancing, French, Japanese, goth, bondage pants, intelligent conversation, Nintendo DS Homebrew