kirk
18 years old
Lindon, Utah
Male
About
I woke up in the morning
I took a trip to the corner store
That's when I heard my calling
But i'd never heard the voice of truth before
So I kept on walking
Pretending I didn't see
Walked by a window and my reflection said to me
You could try all the same
But you'll never know this mystery
Kristen, Nov 13, 2007:
nope. no glasses. do i have a twin i don't know about?
Kristen, Oct 27, 2007:
thank you. support is nice.
Kristen, Oct 23, 2007:
that's good that you're doing well in school. people are incredible and confusing. just love them. school is really good for me. . . . i'm not stopping my life, i'm creating it. trying to learn from those faulty imperfections of mine. : ) changing the way i think of others and myself. you are very smart and i'm thankful for you giving me good advice and caring enough to try to understand. i blame myself that you aren't updated very well so you're still kind of "playing with old cards." i don't think we've been around each other enough to see the changes in either of us. i'm sure you'll understand soon. i just want people to think of me as what i'm becoming and not what i've been. what i've been is very different from what i am now. even realizing i still have plenty of faults and always will. i'll always be fixing and discovering more and i'm fine with that. it's how it should work. i'm not going to just accept the ones i have and leave them alone while they ALL gather up, i'm going to work on them constantly. i'm sure that's what we're here for.
Kristen, Oct 22, 2007:
whose worried? no need. ha. i'm just changing and realizing things and trying to learn and trying to find myself . myspace... i just didn't want to fight anymore and/or didn't want to be irritating to people any more so i tried to remove myself as subtly as possible starting there. ...? perhaps i'll return when i'm not so much drama to people, and mostly, a little more secure with myself. then i will be able to communicate and be understood a little better. i really don't want to be mean or worried about everything anymore and i don't want to seem that way just because that's how i always was. i'd like to make myself a different person than was in the past and i can feel it already happening. i hope i can learn to express my feelings better and be a little more easy going. i need to learn how to not be alone, but it might take some time for me. thank you for caring. and whoever was worried. how's school going for you; anyway?
The OaKs, Sep 10, 2007:
You're funny! Sounds about right to me.
The OaKs, Sep 10, 2007:
Thanks for listening and for writing. We appreciate your comments! I'm glad you enjoyed the songs, please let your friends know that we're out here. -Tim
kirk, Sep 1, 2007:
Hey, to whoever keeps viewing my profile and saying nothing, please stop. I mean, it's all good, but I don't know who you are, and it's kind of weird. hahaha
No Star, Aug 31, 2007:
thanks!
Kristen, Aug 25, 2007:
i'm glad i just answered with my life story. which doesn't really apply.
Kristen, Aug 25, 2007:
well that doesn't mean you have to have a "silent term". you could look at this as a good oppurtunity too. i've always wanted a chance to go to a new school with absolutely no one i knew. see, you're getting what I want. hah.. and since you do have a couple of friends in pg anyway, by the end of this year you could have friends in more than one place. which is great when you go out. it probably makes it so you don't feel so awkward because you'll have at least one friend wherever you are. regardless if they are really close friends or not. so i dared myself. and i guess i should probably dare you too. i'm going to make a friend with ONE person i didn't know before this year. and that's my goal. and even farther than that i am going to change how i start out with them. so that i don't get caught in my same situations. i've decided i'm not comfortable with a lot of people because of the way i was starting out with them. then i made a habbit of thinking i'm totally worthless and dumb next to them and almost telling myself those people are the ultimate bomb+and i would NEVER ever be THAT cool, when we might have been pretty equal in reality. and it just completely ruined my mindset and i never had fun with them. that was my conclusion. so i will try to start out letting myself out more instead of observing others for so long first because that never really worked. try to make us equals. because that's what friends should be. one friend should never view the other as better or worse than them. triangle! exactly. see, i knew these things all along. hahah.