Ive always been very close to my mother... we've been lucky enough to have a fairly good relationship.
But lately, over the past couple of months or so, ive noticed that we just arent as close as we used to be-
and it hurts!

i always thought that my mother and i would never grow apart, but at this point in time, i feels like we are moving
further and further away from one another, and rapidly...

there hasnt been a week that has gone by where we havent had a fight. and i know, i know... its normal to argue,
especially when u live in the same confinement... but they're just so regular and petty and annoying!

i just find her constant nagging and obscure way of thinking too much to handle. we never see eye to eye on things anymore,
and the only times we agree on something is, well, never!

im just sick of feeling angry and hurt all the time, and having to hide out in my room because i just dont want to deal with her...
our relationship has nearly become that of emily and loreli gilmore :(

i have never really wanted to move out of home... ive always loved being here and living here and being around my family all the time,
but ive been finding myself thinking about moving out more and more each day... but im not ready!
i couldnt hack it out by myself in the real world... i love people, but i dont know if i can live with other people- i need my alone time!
plus, i dont have the income to support myself!

i dont know what is going to happen, but i hope that we start sorting things out soon... its sad to not have a mother you feel really close to after so many years of feeling so...
:(