a reality of what the next how ever many days is going to be like. To be honest it has been relativley easy today. But to be even more honest I havnt spent an awful amount time with God as I know I want to. Alexis & I are planning on getting up in the mornings earlier and praying together, so Im strangley excited about that. Today everytime I felt the acid in my stomach start to come up it was a good reminder to pray...also the stomach cramps are a good reminder too. Its quite a kool being aware of Gods presence regularly during the day and going around talking to him...and the whole time no one knows that your talking to someone else inside your head...lol...I know when you read that slowley it sounds like ive been having Acid that doesnt come from your stomach...however thats when I feel closest to God ....when Im chatting throughout my day to him. Roll on the fast, the prayer, and the sound of Gods voice becomming louder & clearer......peace out.