IT'S FALL!

It's October! Long-time-no-blog...

Anyway, my birthday came and went, I'm 25 now...old. It wasn't a big deal, but the best present I got was an email from my booboo. He's currently in Iraq and he did not forget my birthday, which I thought was cute and sweet. Only 3 …

Love?...Strong like...

So my baby made it safely to Iraq, he's out there doing missions and stuff. It's really hard for me to understand exactly what he's doing out there, but I'm just so proud of him. He's fighting for our freedom...He's my marine captain!! I like him so much...

School is …

Hello again!

Hello! Well school has started and I'm already one week away from finishing my first class. I go to University of Phoenix, and the format of the school is very helpful for students in my situation, who work full time. Class is only one day a week, but it's a 4 hour …

school

It's now the second week of school, and I'm having a blast. I'm currently pursuing my degree in Criminal Justice. Drastic change huh? Well...as you know, I'm a true, true libra...can never make up my mind. But I think this is it. I realize that I cannot dance forever. I …

Long time no blog!!!

Hello everyone, long time huh? Well I've been working very very hard, so I haven't really had time to update. Let's see...

I met this guy, a marine captain, tried to date, but he's leaving for Iraq soon, so we just parted ways....

I got a new car! Saves me so much …

Narnia!

So I had a great weekend. Got to hang out with my best friends, because I haven't been able to in so long. We ate sushi and yogurt, played "Connect 4" and "Guess Who", then we saw "Prince Caspian", and I'm satisfied. Do you know how long I've been waiting for that …

ilovemyself

Do you love yourself? It's a nice feeling when you do. And then when you love yourself AND love someone else...it's even greater. I have a crush on someone, and I think he might know...but maybe he's oblivious.

He's kind of work-related. We don't work for the same …

Money

I hate to sound "conspiracy theory-ish", but for a long time...3 years to be exact, I did not trust banks, I still don't. (you've seen "It's a Wonderful Life", right?). Well, I finally buckled down and got a bank account, and that is a big deal for me. It was getting …

Wow!

I'm happy to report that our show was a HIT! Thank you to everyone who came and had a great time. I love you!

Oh my, I had no idea that this dance class was going to be such a journey...and a hell of a journey it was. Bobby is the best dance instructor I've ever …

jeoriaenvlnkfoeiesonfdfhkeio!

Tonight is our dress rehearsal!

AAAAaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!

So excited. Tomorrow is my last day in dance-slavery, and then I'll be free!

I think I'm going to add on to my arm this month...First up will be my dad's symbol on the back of my arm...

ok bye

We're ready!

We're ready!! I'm so excited, it all came together last minute, but that's ok. I'm going to dance the shit out of that show! Tonight is a relax night, which is cool because my body is about to fall apart. But all we have is tomorrow and then it's show time!!

um

I'm not sure if it's because it's that time of the month for me, but I've been having this strong urge to be with child. So weird, because usually I'm so the opposite. But recently, my classmates have been bringing their children to class, and they are the cutest things …

I got the job!

Yeah I got the photographer job, but I didn't take it. She wanted me to start this past weekend, but I couldn't because of this show coming up. I had to be a rehearsals all weekend, so I passed on the job. Bitch couldn't wait one week for me to start, which means she …

Oh freedom...

After next week, I will be free! And I will probably cry. This dance class and this performance we've been preparing for has taken everything out of me. We've been working so hard, and I can't wait for this to be over so that I can have my knees back! I was saying …

ugh!

It's so damn hot!! I like it though...this past weekend, I had a blast. My roommate and I went up to L.A. for a football game. The team we were rooting for lost, but it was cool. After that, we went out and partied. I was kind of pissed, because the air in our hotel …

PMS

Aha! So it was the PMS. I was being a cry-baby this past week, but I had a good day in practice last night, and I know that I can handle it. Man, but when that PMS hit, I felt like the world was going to end! Crying and being irritated and stressed and snapping at …

sigh

Last night I had a nightmare. The night before, I had a nightmare. This performance is going to be the death of me, I know it! I just realized that I hadn't performed onstage in about 5 years. I'm so nervous and stressed and irritated! I used to love doing this, I used …

dance

I'm losing my mind. All I've been able to think about is the performance. PMS doesn't help either. I snapped at my instructor last night...I really didn't mean to, but I can only take so much, you know? Honestly, I'm not sure if I want to do this again. I'm not sure...

M.I.A

Yeah that M.I.A bullshit is not cutting it with me. Not at all. I'm going to give him a week, because sometimes I jump to conclusions, sometimes people need time, space, whatever. But hell no, I need a man that's stable emotionally more than anything, because I am, and …

Hmm!

So the boy is acting like he doesn't want to talk to me, which pisses me off a little bit. A little bit. But you know, I don't have time to linger around that. If you don't know exactly what you want, then it's not fair to me to wait around until you figure it out! I've …