this is olllldddd ahahahaa when i was tryin to be scene :p
add my myspace instead
done with everything May 31
i try so hard to act like nothings wrong but i cant take it anymore. lifes just not as easy as it used to be, it seems like everything i do is for nothing, it just seems like i have no purpose in life but to screw things up and hurt peoples feelings. i do everything i can to try and make everyone happy but it just comes back and fucks me over. i seriously feel like im nothings special :/
i have maybe one or two good things in my life right now but thats about it i just need to find something anything that can give me some kind of hope in life
i know this blog is pretty much emo but who cares we all do this at times
Dahmer, Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind, Little miss sunshine, Fear and loathing in las vegas, clock work orange, Blow, science of sleep, Garden State, Starwars, the trueman show, the royal tenebaums, moonwalker, requim for a dream
day dreaming, Journeys, making music, skating, painting, walks at midnight, hanging out with friends, waking up to someone i love, listening to music, building things i have no idea how to make, driving around, taking chances, picnics, doing things ive never done before
Art, Astrology, Brees, music, anything that teaches me something new in life
feeling kinda sketchy this morning.. hopefully upon eating some breakfast , i will lighten up. p.s as tall as lions.. owns life.
posted Jun 18
haha yah silverlakes gets pretty damn boring. eh you know. same oh same oh.i dont think i spelt that right. you??
posted Jun 16
awh thats good. =] haha and as for ladies in my life. well theres this one chick. but thats about it. she knows i like her. and she likes me but she has a boyfriend. so yeah haha
posted Jun 16
like kyles gross brother and joe and them. they always talk shit about me though I heard, so whatev. im still pretty so i dont care, ahahahahha yeah call me then nigga. when youre out here.
posted Jun 6
k im just going to use this shit for a little bit. people are fucking dicks on the spaaaaace! lets hang out on saturday, bitch.
posted Jun 6
k im just going to use this shit for a little bit. people are fucking dicks on the spaaaaace! lets hang out on saturday, bitch.
posted Jun 6
sweet. that sounds like fun :) i just have no idea what i' think i'd like to do most lol. i'm sooo indecisive. and i don't want to decide to do sometihng that i'm going to hate all my life.
posted Jun 6
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Paige says:
helllo :) how are you?
posted Dec 7