There's just some things I do that really bug me. If I were my friend, I'd annoy myself with those things.

Some reasons why I fail:

-If I'm stressed or annoyed about something, I don't really take it out on someone else, but I will get really quiet and not make eye contact with you if you're talking to me. And, yeah, it's just eye contact but... it bugs me.

-First impressions are a big deal to me. If you've made a bad first impression, it's hard for me to get over that. Fail!

-I can be nosy. Some have lovingly called it "curious" and I will agree. Some people don't mind this about me(at least now they don't) while others, well, they've never said anything. But, not answering my questions, is answer enough. And it's not like I'm nosy about strangers or mean about it... but with friends!  Like this one good friend of mine, which in the past we've talked in DETAIL about our personal lives... now avoids answering questions. Eh. Maybe it's just me. I worry a lot about offending people.

-That's another one. I stress way too much about stupid crap.

-I can act the most me with kids. Hugs, snuggles, giggles, silliness are all me. Yet, it's hard for me to act like myself, truly like myself, in front of adults. Honestly, most people that know me would be surprised that I enjoy hugs. Sad. Fail.

-Healthy food, for the most part, is a bitch. I need to eat better.

-I need to work harder at keeping in contact with my friends. Major fail.

-I procrastinate way too much. Ugh. Fail. Fail!

Alright, so these have been the things on my mind lately. The only good thing about it is that at least I feel aware of these things and I'm trying to work on them. Sigh.

P.S. For those of you that asked for postcards, I got them ready, and I just got stamps, finally! So I will be putting them in the mail very soon. Well, next week because hopefully I will be in San Antonio this weekend hanging out with my very best friend since 7th grade. The boy that our History teacher said I'd marry (ew!), and whom I affectionately call Little Pup... and or Bitch with the need arises. heh

P.P.S. For that one person who emailed me about getting one, (you're in Canada) I have no idea who you are. lol I emailed you asking if you were on my friends list but no answer from you yet. I'd like to at least know who you are before I send one. So I'll gladly do it. Just... reveal yourself!