i haven't had much to say lately .. been really busy with work. and life

Also a bit stressed out from life stuff, trying to maintain day by day with the limited mount of control.

I have noticed more and more that this metropolis i live in is becoming much more aggressive, people how they drive and respond its almost a automatic violence. 

Im not to please with were i work.. its weird when i worked there before it didn't seem as stressful, its almost like the group i work with everyone has something bad to say behind each other's backs yet will be frustrated at work because they do not like what someone is doing..  very odd logic.. it seemed before everyone got along but i guess they never did… but im not super worried bout it..

It just becomes really annoying when you hear people bitch bout things that really there isnt any reason to, but i guess that is how they get threw the day.

other than that i haven't been as active in my wedding plans, it isn't easy doing it alone i want to include nick but right now he has so much going on with the army and such that i am not going to bother him about such things right now.. it can wait  we still have a good amount of time.

i did get my new laptop.. i have been enjoying that its nice to have power and i can relax on my couch when i want and be mobile with it..

lets see so far that is about it i really i guess i don't have much to write bout right now..

so i guess im done  see  ya journal