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If Only By : Martinice L Johnson AKA Testimony

Fri, 12 Sep 2008 11:22:47 -0700

If Only As I look back my time at Jim Bailey Middle and Escambia High School. I then began to think to myself If Only I was saved back then. Now I'm always wonder to myself If Only and did those I knew that had lost there way to Lord did they ever find him like I did. ? What If Only I would have used my leadership skills for God's WILL for my old schools .In a way God was using me with me knowing; I always believed that a person was smarter then what people gave out.? Nevertheless God always sent might warrior woman in my life right on time. On that note that's an away how I got saved and went to my first Branded by Fire always because of my friend big sister. As I went back to my old schools I began to think about my lost friends that I had back then and how I was lost. Could I have been that service that God needed to take my school? Would I have made a real different? Would I have been the one to create a movement at my schools? I don't know but I do know I would have went after the in my schools. I had a friend that was raped, or the one that sold weed and smoked it too. Also the one that always seemed to always stay in abuse relationships. There was an Alcoholic and sex addiction and she would always bring me alcohol. It was like I knew she was doing wrong but, I just did not care about here or what happen to me. I also had a friend that told me that she was raped and, instead of her forgiving that one guy. She looks for LOVE in all the wrong places. What about the one that was in a abuses relationship and I think of the works she told me, that this was his first time hitting me. I replied to her that I am praying for and that I pray and hope that it does not happen again because it may be even worst. It's amazing what women will do to stay in a relationship even if their partner is not in love with them. Just what If Only I would have been saved in middle school I knew a girl that was to smart and to easy for her age. If Only I would have helped my friend that was gay to stay straight by praying the homosexually demon off of him. If Only I would have told my friend from middle school that dating a thirty year old that was married was wrong. Instead of walking away from her like nothing was wrong with her I should have gotten to the root of her problem. Then about two mouths ago I saw my old friend Nicole she lives her life in a wheel chair. I wished that I would have prayed for healing over her body. If Only I would have not been so scared I would have healed her or at least pray she could have been saved. Moving on I have to ask where are the really warriors of Christ? Like the ones that stood for Christ, like Ruth, Mary, Harriet Thurman, and so many more. Just where they its like we can stand in church and say I LOVE YOU JESUS but, when your teacher ask what or who would you die for and we just say nothing like Jesus did not die on the cross for our sins. In the bible it is said in if you act like you don't know Jesus. Then he will act like he does not know you. So why are we afraid? Is it because of what the lost will say to us init says do not be afraid I am always with you. Its like we are letting the Devil win the battle before it has even started and he did not even need to when that battle. So where are our real Mighty Warrior Woman that stands up Christ! If Only students I'm asking you to stand up and be the Mighty Warrior that God has called you to be. I don't want you to have the regrets that I have tell this day. During the summer 2008 Branded by Fire God began to convent me about my school and my friends. God reminded me of my friend Sam that was in a trouble car accident. On her back home an eight wheel truck hit her and pushed her into the trees. I called to check on her one after class and her mom told me all her bones were broke expect her skull and right arm. If Only I would believed in healing power of Jesus Christ and prayed over her before she left to go home that lasted Thursday. But no all I did was run from the power of God like he existed. I vaulted that if I have lost friends that don't know Jesus or Play Fake Christian that I would pray for them. If Only I had one more chance to see my lost classmates. My God I'm so sorry for not caring about the call that you have placed over my life! Never would I think that God wants me to do amazing things for his kingdom. I don't want to keep asking if only anymore I ready to do what God has called me to do! I will not stop until the day I die so that the lost will be saved!

Check this Story out! By Email

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 00:25:58 -0700

Anxious to see how you handle this email Let's see if you send it back. We all know or knew someone like this!! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd.' I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives. 'He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!' There was a big smile on his face. It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude. I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived. As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before. He said he had gone to private school before now. I would have never hung out with a private school kid before. We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books. He turned out to be a pretty cool kid. I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends He said yes. We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him. Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again. I stopped him and said, 'Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday! ' He just laughed and handed me half the books. Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends.. When we were seniors we began to think about college. Kyle decided on Georgetown and I was going to Duke. I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem. He was going to be a doctor and I was going for business on a football scholarship.. Kyle was valedictorian of our class. I teased him all the time about being a nerd. He had to prepare a speech for graduation. I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak Graduation day, I saw Kyle. He looked great. He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school. He filled out and actually looked good in glasses. He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him. Boy, sometimes I was jealous! Today was one of those days. I could see that he was nervous about his speech. So, I smacked him on the back and said, 'Hey, big guy, you'll be great!' He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled. ' Thanks,' he said. As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began 'Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends... I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them. I am going to tell you a story.' I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met. He had planned to kill himself over the weekend. He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home. He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile. 'Thankfully, I was saved. My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable..' I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment. I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile. Not until that moment did I realize it's depth. Never underestimate the power of your actions.. With one small gesture you can change a person's life. For better or for worse. God puts us all in each others lives to impact one another in some way. Look for God in others. You now have two choices, you can : 1) Pass this on to your friends or 2) Delete it and act like it didn't touch your heart. As you can see, I took choice number 1. 'Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.' There is no beginning or end.. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. Show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND.

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Thu, 31 Jan 2008 18:04:26 -0800

I Love the turth in this poet for Christ!

Whats On My Mind! By: Martinice L . Johnson

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 19:35:58 -0800

How can U tell when something is over when the good outweighs the bad? Better yet how is it that you still love someone even then they don't love you anymore! Sometimes we have to learn that something's are just over between two people no how hard it is. Some of us were born in bad relationships so even if a good one comes along we would not still know how to treat it like it meant something to us. Maybe our father was not there, or our friends have done us wrong but better yet we did not FOUGHT in our lives to forgive ourselves. Sometimes it is better for us to lose something that we love so much so that we and they can be happy. Better yet sometimes you may need to step back and love yourself more then other person. I know that sometime we wish that we would have never loved that person better yet not even open our lives to them and told them the story of ourselves. Even truths them with our deepest and darks secrets about ourselves with if they tell your, because they may just tell the all. They just want to use you up for there own wants and needs in there life. When all you wanted is the truth and all they do is lying to our faces. I guess maybe that why it is so hard to truth MAN WORD now and days. I know if your and keep your faith in God you really want need MAN, but it was not for the bible that MAN CAN'T LIVE ALONE I no I would Try and so would others .Once you forgive those that have done you wrong you can ask to God to you send a church, a Best friend for life, and a Future man of God. Well I'm gald I found the church but sad to say that I have not a best friend, nor my future man. If you keep praying for what you want you shell receive it cause I know I am Amen, but most of the time he sends it to you when you least expect it. WELL THAT'S WHAT ON MY MIND IF YOU DON'T IT THEN PRAYABOUT!

WHY? This Blog is by one of my friends! MRS .JOHNSON

Fri, 23 Nov 2007 12:58:45 -0800

08/13/07 10:41AM WHY??? Why do we sleep in church, But stay awake through a 2 hour movie? Why is it so hard to talk about God, but so easy to talk about sex? Why are we so bored when we look at a Christian magazine, but find it easy to read Playboy? Why is it so easy to ignore a Godly myspace message, Yet we repost the nasty ones? Why are churches getting smaller, But bars and clubs are growing? Think about it, are you going to repost this? Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?

WHAT I THOUGHT FRIENDSHIP WAS ABOUT THIS BUT AT LEAST GOD IS ALWAYS HERE!

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 22:10:26 -0800

tHINKING ABOUT THOSE THREE WORDS! By : Martinice L . Johnson

Fri, 02 Nov 2007 15:44:06 -0700

One night I begin to cry out God please l love me for me. God said I have always loved you even when you did not love yourself or others. Evermore I love you before you were made I loved you! I said I know you will always love me forever and ever, but my God why is it so hard for people to love me as me or not even went to hear me talk. All my life I have had to fight to hear those words I guess some people where right you do have to hear those words. I still remember the first time I said I love you to my best friend I went into my house and sit on the floor behind the front and begin to cry my eyes out like I have never did before! In the past I promise myself to never say those 3 words to anyone besides my family members and My God! I believe that has his ways of moving what you say out of the way and telling you what you will do for him. In my I never understand how or why rumors that r but out! Told God I'm made at your people they said I love you but talk behind my back like I was a dog or used my mind body and soul for the worst! The worst of it all I can't trust anyone out aside of my family to mean those 3 words to me (besides the man that you made for which I waiting on). I was once asked y is my heart so cold and y am I so mean I replied back to that person that relationship is like a box of chocolates if there is no God with them there is really no real love in them. So what was the point of being with friends or boyfriend (girls) girlfriend (boys).My guess God wanted use to have feelings really I don't know! Y must I need to hear those 3 words nevertheless I hear the ever morning when I wake up, throughout the day, and before I lay down. I hear you say I love you over and over again your voice never stopped loving me!

G U I D A N C E

Mon, 01 Oct 2007 18:20:27 -0700

I hope you will be encouraged by this as I have been. Have a wonderful day. Sometime it is hard to allow someone else to lead when we think we can do a better job, but we know who have been leading us through the trials and tribulations we all have or had, just different ones. I'm not the best dancer or know the latest step, but I've learn how let go and let God. Have A Bless Day! G U I D A N C E Dancing With God When I meditated on the word Guidance, I kept seeing "dance" at the end of the word. I remember reading that doing God's will is a lot like dancing. When two people try to lead, nothing feels right. The movement doesn't flow with the music, and everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky. When one person realizes that, and lets the other lead, both bodies begin to flow with the music. One gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back or by pressing Lightly in one direction or another. It's as if two become one body, moving beautifully. The dance takes surrender, willingness, and attentiveness from one person and gentle guidance and skill from the other. My eyes drew back to the word Guidance. When I saw "G": I thought of God, followed by "u" and "i". "God, "u" and "i" dance." God, you, and I dance. As I lowered my head, I became willing to trust that I would get guidance about my life. Once again, I became willing to let God lead. My prayer for you today is that God's blessings and mercies are upon you on this day and everyday. May you abide in God, as God abides in you. Dance together with God, trusting God to lead and to guide you through each season of your life. This prayer is powerful and there is nothing attached. If God has done anything for you in your life, please share this message with someone else. Interceding in prayer is one of the best gifts we can receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards; so let's continue to pray for one another. And I Hope You Dance !

The Little Old Lady

Sat, 29 Sep 2007 16:05:37 -0700

There was a little old lady, who every morning stepped onto her porch, raised her arms to the sky, and shouted: "Praise The Lord!" One day an atheist moved into the house next door. He became at the irritated old lady. Every morning he'd step onto his front porch after her and yell "There Is No God! Time passed with the two of them carrying on this way every day. One morning, in the middle of winter, the little old lady steeped onto her front porch and shouted: "Praise The Lord"! Please Lord, I have no food and I am starving, provide for me, oh Lord! The next morning she stepped onto her porch and there were two huge bags of groceries sitting there. "Praise The Lord!" she cried out. "He Has Provided Groceries For Me!" The atheist neighbor jumped out of the hedges and shouted: "There Is No Lord. I Bought Those Groceries!" The little old lady threw her arms into the air and shouted: "PRAISE THE LORD! He Has Provided Me With Groceries And Made The Devil Pay For Them!"

A NEW COMMENT! By: Martinice L. Johnson

Mon, 17 Sep 2007 20:32:07 -0700

As a believer I have asked myself have I lived my life through God's eyes. Even better am I living like these are my lasted days? My God I'm truly sorry for not doing so... I have not loved you with my whole heart. I have not lived my life through you... I AM SORRY! So on this day I make a new comment to you that I will serve until my lasted breath in my body! I love my brothers and my sisters as they are my blood. If the devil attacks my people in your temple father I will STAND for your name! Lord I ask that you watch over me pleases help me bring my brothers and sister out of the cold and bring them back to you. Lord let me be able to tell them that you are there 1st love, there father, the created of man, the beginning and the end, and we are made to serve you only! I never thought that God would every use me or that he has used me even without me knowing. I thank God that he will use me even more. (Isaiah 44:22 I have swept away your offenses like a cloud, your sins like the morning mist.Return to me, for I have redeemed you.) For those that want to be used or believe that they can't be used you need to make a new comment to Christ! All you have to do is ask him forgives of all your sins(Acts 3:19 Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord,) and then you ask him to marry you again or for the 1st time, and may we last until my last breath so that you may see God's face at the gate of heaven. After ask him in your life, house(Luke 12:39-40But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what hour the thief was coming, he would not have let his house be broken into. You also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.), school, and church so that he may go every where with you. Then say the LORD PRAY. Then sell it with an AMEN!

Do you No my Doctor? By: Martinice L . Johnson

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 06:44:29 -0700

Do you No my Doctor? This doctor is better then all doctors, even bigger then every doctor on this earth. This doctor even can heal broken hearts and save souls. My doctor made man, woman, earth and heaven. So how do you know my doctor? This doctor knows when you were made and has your whole map out before you were even born. This doctor has raised the dead, healed the sick and keep food in the poor mouth with little or nothing. I ask really do you know him. Some said that they know his name but really don't know him. I always say to people that yell my name out that you know my name but you don't really don't know me. This doctor is always in and never calls in sick and no matter what my doctor is always around you never leaving your side. When the devil attack's his pistons he there to give the tools they need to fight. One doctor can say one thing but my doctor created life so he tells us when our life is over. This is the ends of times but I'm glad that this doctor is on call to save our souls. Thank you for dieing on the cross for our sins and for giving us when miss up. My doctor name is God, Lord, father, husband, the beginning and the end... etc. So Now Do You Know Him!

Thinking about God! By: Martinice L. Johnson

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 00:17:14 -0700

In this on this earth you are only Blessed with one life to live it's up to you how you live it! I think back to a time were the world thought that I was not smart effect or skin effect to receive an education! Nevertheless proving it wrong might have been a hard road but I finish half of the bumps! There were a lot of bumps in the road of life that I had but God always had away sending me angels to move thought life! No one really see people if they are not as smart nor did the spite for me to the work. I felt a times that color matters or your books sins but if you don't have conmen sins! It is better if you have both better yet you also need bible sins to go against the devil! I have a little bit of books, a lot of conmen and sum bible. Every seen I got saved from the world my life has changed for the better and not the worse. Has you grow in God's eyes you change the way you see life and dead! In you must be able to stand up for what u believe, and that is my God, my father and the beginning and in the end!

Having a Crush! By: Martinice L . Johnson

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 00:16:51 -0700

What if you had a crush on someone that you only new for about year but that person does not know your name? It reminds me of Alicia Keys song "You Don't Know My Name" and she was singing the truth! When you think of this person you are talking to God about it your crush hoping that they like you! Some of us have fallen in love with someone that we think we know or even hope to no one day by doing that I know that some we sometime set ourselves for a down fall or life full of love! Even if she or he doesn't know u like the, but other people knows you like that person! Be careful of those people because they may even have a Big Mouth and Go tell that person who you like so beware of those people! So what do you if you are crushing or even feeling that someone? This is what I heard is to let God take care of who you like and your future WIFE OR HUSBAND! No matter how hard it is for you its better if God picks your mat instead of you! Do you know how many people let their hornmonies pick who their going to marry and then they don't have any peace for the rest of their life? There only to places on this earth that you are going to have peace in your house and in the grounded! So which one do you want making the dissection for you now? I guess what I am trying to say is be careful who you fall in love with cause the may not be in love with you even so you could be passing your Blessing by picking yourself instead of God! Neverthelessber remember if God made you with his Almitgy Hands and Not Man!