i am an artist, singer, poet, and actor (onstage and off). i am greys, and dark torrent seas, a black gothic gargoyle, disfigured, trying hard not to be seen. i am a lover, heady and idealistic, a perfectionist, melancholy and passionate. i am light blue skies and a deep red rose. i am the dark tangled wood within lies magic, but you fear to explore. i am ardent, worrisome, secure , earthy, paranoid, a nonconformist, un-american, an underdog, a sinner, a sympathist, and an anglophile. i am a dreamer and a child.