July 2008
JulyJul 30 Wednesday 08
Yeah I went there and I'm 20% more smiles for it.
I've written two articles as of late of the musical nature. Both fun nature with no bitching and moaning stating music today sucks and whatnot. I promise. I actually can't wait for these articles to be unleashed on the internet through Buzzgrinder. Mark these typed …
JulyJul 23 Wednesday 08
Pacta Sunt Servanda
I post this out of excitement of a long delayed, and anticipated book coming into my mail box today. I'm also post this because of the lack of thought that comes with a lack of sleep. Since I quit the pain killers the man with a degree gave me to deal with the surgery, …
JulyJul 20 Sunday 08
Have some bitterness with your coffee.
"What's your problem?" He screams as I try to gain some kind of grip of control on the moment. It's time to think again. He begins pounding his thumb on the counter. In my right hand I have the dollars and cents the computer tells me to give him. In my left palm are the …
JulyJul 13 Sunday 08
Bounce.
"This town's a ball bouncing on a table. The edge, though, is coming very soon. The ball doesn't know it, but the kid who started the bounce does."
"Yeah. I can see that." Ron said and continued to say as he tried to wave down a waitress, " I just can't get over this …
JulyJul 11 Friday 08
Naked thoughts.
The college graduate keeps giving me the passes that allow the pain pills to flood my blood and crash my brain.
I hate it. I love it.
I can't wait to be out of this bed.
JulyJul 7 Monday 08
Sub Popular
It's much later than I wish it was right now. I can't figure out exactly, but I cannot sleep. I may have hit the pain killer circle, which is where you take so many pain killers and sleep so much that you just can't get a wink anymore. I have gone full circle.
I got …
JulyJul 5 Saturday 08
Well I'll Be Damned.
Sometimes you get what you ask for, and way more than you could ever dream, or grasp in a night terror.
For days I've been caught in a mundane circle of class, work, and sleep - when I could. I was in a strangled grip given strength out of boredom and my normal savior …