.ToLiveAgain019.
My mind slipped and fell and smashed my face into the ground Tears fell just like before...
Sunsets, Cali
Male
About
"...there is a light that shines within me. there is a hope that burns inside me. a child who knows no fear, pain, or rejection....
there is someone inside of me waiting to be unleashed, whom you embraced, whom I long to be. there is an all consuming fire, a light that permeates from my very being. You have unlocked me God . the doors you open no man can shut. i will praise you for all my days, for you are good. You have released me oh God with your love. YOU ARE EVERYTHING."
------------------------------
Rehab04.TheFinalChapter.
Ultimately, the drink provided a futile, self-defeating solution. Alcohol is what shielded me all those years from the messy business of standing in that room with my own emotions, coming to terms with my own quiet, restrained, complicated heritage, finding ways to tend to my own needs, instead of waiting for others to jump in and tend to them for me. In a word, alcohol is what protected me from growing up.
Its time to grow up. Thank you Lord. Stay close. Close to my heart.
------------------------------
A Camera & iPod display my mind in photo. Quite strange, quite abstract, quite me. Take a look. Very amateur level, still learning tons and tons, but I will find a way to take that perfect photo - at least in my mind.
Cheers,
ToLiveAgain019
Text(1)
Sep 5, 2009
.certain days still.
.certain days still.
I missed you a lot today, you were here
I missed you a lot today, you were so close
I missed you a lot today
Thoughts went too far today
My mind slipped and fell and smashed my face into the ground
Tears fell just like before
Different this …
Likes(61)
♫ Tonight the Stars Speak - The Glorious Unseen
La MUSICA
U2, the Glorious Unseen, Underoath, IanMcintosh, Future of Forestry, Delirious?, MeWithoutYou, Sigur Ros, Hammock, LYDIA, Explosions in the sky, BARCELONA, Hundred year Storm, ATB, Jeniferever, M83, Sleeping At Last, Slow Runner, Brian Fennell, Ed Harcourt, Bloc Party, Logh, ef, Mogwai, the Album Leaf, The Cure, Wheat, Wheat, Strata, Jimmy Eat World, George Michael, DEFTONES, The Samples, Number One Fan, Radiohead, Jettie, The Honorary Title, Library Tapes, Counting Crows, Radiohead, Longview, Mineral, Kings of Leon, Plankeye, The Veils, Appleseed Cast, This Day and Age, Angels & Airwaves, Lots of ELECTRONICA, Trance, Ambient, Paul Van Dyk, PULSEDRIVER, DJ Cor Fijneman, Cosmic Gate, Gareth Emery, Armin Van Buuren, DJ Tiesto, Oakenfold, Junkie XL, Benny Benassi, Bruce Springsteen, Smashing Pumpkins, Ryan Adams, From Autumn to Ashes, Band of Horses, The Used, 30 Seconds to Mars, Bright Eyes, Tom Mcrae, Jesse Malin, Trophy Scars, Eluvium, Brand new, Leona Naess, Tegan and Sara, Mates of State, MEW, Mono, Slowdive, Last Days of April, Red House Painters, Brian Eno, Nada Surf, ,
Movies
INGMAR BERGMAN is amazing beyond words : Fanny & Alexander, Passion of Anna, Persona, Wild Strawberries, The Virgin Spring, Cries and Whispers, Scenes from a Marriage !! Hour of the Wolf, Scenes from a Marriage !! Sawdust and Tinsel . BLUE, BLUE, BLUE, Cashback, CLOSER, Junebug, ONCE, Stranger than Fiction, WHITE, After the Wedding, RED, Reign over me, Run Lola Run, The Lives of Others, Factory Girl, United States of Leeland, Legends of the Fall, Karate Kid, Away from Her, Brick, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, Requiem for a dream, Instinct, Fracture, Life as a house, Gideons Daughter, Sideways, Moulin Rouge, Serendipity, At first Sight, Finding Neverland, Godfather, U2:Rattle & Hum, U2 : Elevation, Black hawk down, Ran, Lucky number Slevin, Volver, The Bridge, The Conversation, BLUE, BLUE, BLUE.
Books
BIBLE, PEACE with God, Save Me from MYSELF, Fresh Faith, Healing for Damaged emotions, TWEAK, A Million Little Pieces, The Strange Case of Dr.Jekyl and Mr.Hyde, FRANKENSTEIN, U2 by U2, BONO in conversation, Jane Eyre.
Activities
Interests
Photography, Music, Music, and More music.LAST.FM. Concerts. Sunsets, shapes and colors. Colors and the kids. The moonlit clouds...lots of moonlit clouds. The blue tinge to a night sky. Squinting my eyes and seeing all the lights in perfection.
Quebulem Pictures Photography, Apr 30, 2008:
thanks for the add! yeah we love working with light and seeing all we can do with it. its alot of fun. peace
JD Photography, Apr 28, 2008:
beautiful work. sorry i am so late commenting.
i hope i get to see the Deftones live one of these days.
take care.
Mysterious Martian, Apr 20, 2008:
Just saying hi - Your channel rocks, it's beautiful too! :)
Lydia, Feb 21, 2008:
Hey just wanted to drop a line and thank you for showing us your support here's some videos to take a look at of songs from our upcoming album
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68ZhBas2_9c This is Twice Now
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPmgosBpRy8 One More Day
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zmvZvt4g28 Ha, Yeah It Got Pretty Bad
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcNS8JYIbXg I Woke Up Near The Sea
Gives some feedback and let us know what you think Thanks again- Lydia
FERNWOOD, Dec 12, 2007:
COOL PHOTOS!!!
Hi, just dropping by to say hello.
Maybe you'd like our acoustic film music, No Problem if you don't. See ya! Gayle & Todd
EssentialParadox, Nov 28, 2007:
Man, I am using spaces all the time! I have iTunes in the bottom right corner, Mail in the bottom left corner, Safari in the top right corner, and photos and other things in the top left corner. I suppose it depends if you have a fast computer, but I'm on a 1.5GHz PowerBook and it's great.
EssentialParadox, Nov 27, 2007:
Thanks for the suggestions, man. I've loved some pulsedriver stuff in the past, I'll definitely look at more of their stuff.
About your question on Leopard, yeah! I've been using it for about 2 weeks now, it feels like a whole new system, it's amazing.
(speak) photography, Nov 13, 2007:
well thank you so much!! I really appreciate the compliments! I shoot with a Nikon d80-- otherwise it is just God's blessings for locations and the lovely fog addition. We originally set out to capture a sunrise-- and fog was there instead. What do you shoot with?