.certain days still.
I missed you a lot today, you were here
I missed you a lot today, you were so close
I missed you a lot today
Thoughts went too far today
My mind slipped and fell and smashed my face into the ground
Tears fell just like before
Different this time, unsure exactly why
Please, tell me the reason you lost my mind today
Who are you talking too? It’s me, I’m right here
Can I face this ?
Stare, Stare back at me
Look through me
Watch those tears
Real, Fragile and broken still
Moments, these moments still
Certain days still, certain days
Please heal
Don’t take my soul with you
Fragile still
Tears fall heavy and real
No excuse
The excuse feels better wasted and alone
Lie
Leave me, heal me, hold me
Stay with me forever
Wipe this tear before I go
Pavement
Cheek
Tears
Blended and cracked and falling still
Heavy I lay
Crashing and hurting and breaking this fragile heart still

It must go away
I need healing today
I want to be healed forever and to be ok
I feel this sadness, this weight
I need you Jesus, how you love me still.