FebruaryFeb 29 Friday 08
i used to remember a time when i truly believed i could hear God's voice and have enough faith to walk on water, but those days seemed to have left me. i seemed to have become like everyone else in this world. normal. i just have my daily activities and nothing more. …
JanuaryJan 25 Friday 08
i am not going to give you excuses to why it has been so long that i have blogged. i am not going to try and feel your mind with wild stories of kidnappings and near death experiences. i will just be honest. i have been too lazy to write a blog. to even be more honest.. …
DecemberDec 13 Thursday 07
today is insane. i have screwed up my time sheet and it takes the aoc forever to fix it..
the day started out with rain and my wife yelling at me. i didn't respond properly to her question about her clothes.
the day was looking up when i was able to download some …
DecemberDec 5 Wednesday 07
i used to be one of those bloggers that opened up their soul for the world (2 people who actually read this) to read. i find myself kind of sad right now. a lot has been happening in my small world. death, two near deaths of the same friend, and fighting the loneliness …
OctoberOct 29 Monday 07
this past weekend my good friend katie broeker died. she was only 24 years old. she had a heart bigger than the sun and loved deeper than any person i know. she moved to haiti because her heart was for the people. she had no regrets. many times i saw her online, but was …
OctoberOct 4 Thursday 07
yeah.. i have become lazy with my blog. i find it hard to write about the hard hitting moments in my life. i also have discovered that the pearls of life that i face.. many of you do not. i am a lone wolf with out a pack (hence the lone). nah... actually i am just so …
SeptemberSep 12 Wednesday 07
i am sitting in my office bored out of my mind. it seems like all of the drug dealers and drunk drivers have taken the day off... so i am left to stare at my bottle of fuze and wonder why it say slenderize.. does that mean it will make me skinny.. i kind of hope so, but …
MayMay 8 Tuesday 07
i am normally a pretty good morning person. i wake up to the sound of 3 alarms at random times between 5:30 and 6:30 (my wife has to set several different clocks to make herself get out of bed and repeatedly hits snooze). i got out of bed in record time this morning. i …
AprilApr 28 Saturday 07
"to hope for change is all that i have." john (saint of the streets)
today matthew and i sat on the steps of our hotel in down town houston. i watched the people and traffic go by. matthew spoke of the problems he had with today's christian market. my mind raced back …
AprilApr 6 Friday 07
after a long day of work i like to sit and think about what actually took place throughout the day. to focus on the moments i allowed myself to let someone in or shut someone out. to think about the times i asked God for help or cursed the man who asked for something …
AprilApr 5 Thursday 07
i am not supposed to be using the highspeed net at work, but i am... i am such a rebel. many of you are thinking "tommy, what are you doing?"... i will tell you what i am doing.. breaking the law...
you know you love me.
AprilApr 2 Monday 07
you read that right. girl scouts work for satan. only he could make cookies so good...yet so wrong. as i sit here and write i eat a cookie. a sweet short bread cookie.. slowly dipping it into milk. letting it slowly slip between my lips. milk runs down my chin and falls …