I'm not sure how many of you physically come to tk.net to read posts or if you read them in an RSS feed reader. If you physically come here, you might notice that my page is looking weirder and weirder. The colors are going away and the text is getting all screwed up. There is a very simple explanation for all of this:



I have no freakin' idea what's going on.

So. If you are a web css genious and find yourself in a very generous mood today, you might send me an email and tell me that you can fix it for me. You just might. send it to tonykevinnet@gmail.com, or pop on your local iChat or AIM and IM me. I don't like my already-ugly site looking even more ugly. It doesn't make me feel good inside.

Anyway, on a happier note, I would just like to say thanks to everyone and their mothers who wished me a happy birthday yesterday. It was a generally lonely day but it was made fun by seeing all the new messages I had on Facebook (AND the thread on AO.net). I'm not typically on Facebook that much, but I do get emails when someone writes on my 'wall.' and I got close to 25 emails from Facebook yesterday. Thanks guys.

21 is a big year apparently. I feel just a slight bit more mature than I was a couple days ago. It might be because I bought my first pack of Mike's Hard Lemonade last night. But just so you know, I really don't like alcohol. Beer is just nasty to me and I only drink wine when I have migraines. But I do like Mike's Hard Lemonade. I can drink about one a day before falling completely asleep. If you know anything about Mike's, you know that there's hardly any alcohol in it. But because my family has had a history of getting drunk easily, even the tiniest bit of alcohol makes me tired. NOT drunk, guys... tired. So last night I had a Mike's and crashed on the couch. I would have much preferred a Peppermint Mocha from Starbucks or a Mountain Dew from the nearest gas station, but I thought I should celebrate a little with a Mike's.

It is interesting to look back and see how much my mind has grown more into an adult's mind; wanting to be married, wanting to be a daddy, and wanting to be able to buy a house and provide for a family. But one thing I don't ever want to lose as I grow older is a little boy heart. Even now, I can see it deteriorating. My imagination grows weaker and weaker as the months pass. Some might argue that you need to throw this off, like what Paul said in I Cor 13, but I don't think he was talking about every aspect of a child. "Spoke like a child. Thought like a child. Reasoned like a child." This is what Paul says he put off. But the sense of adventure and imagination.. I don't think it's healthy to just throw these away. One will probably turn into something of a dry piece of toast if these things are lost in them. I hope I never become a dry piece of toast.

More can be said. But for later. I am at Starbucks on the T-Mobile WiFi, and don't want to spend too much time away from home. Thank you again, those of you who wished me happy birthday. It meant a lot to me.