what's the point?

goodbyes are sad
goodbyes are sad
i'd drive a hundred miles to see you
i'd drive a hundred miles or more
i never drink very much strong liquor
i never drink very much at all
i find the world is hard enough when i know what i'm doing
i don't know what i'm doing at …

I fucking have mono.

I have mono.
Grand.
First week back with classes and I fucking have mono.
Just wonderful.
Not only that, but I've got a terribly fundamentalist professor.. for two classes.
Not only do I get him every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday at 9:20, but I also get him …

one of those days

i cannot even begin to explain.
i went to bed around eleven last night, intent on reading a bit.
that was interesting, i honestly kept laughing with each sentence.
fabulous (so far).
daniel handler's adverbs.
i would definately recommend, based on the first two …

the path unwinding

the cycle never ends!
ALWAYS... always do i have days like this.
momma told me there'd be days like this, but she didn't tell me days like this were nearly every day.
i really am just frustrated.
i got a friend request today.
from the "atheist community of …

oh the joys of headaches

I woke up this morning with an awful headache.
the kind that pound persistantly against one's skull.
the kind that seem to squeeze one's sinuses until one feel's they will scream at the pressure.
one of those kind.
I also had two classes this morning.
two terribly …

it's over!

well, spring break is over now.
classes start again on monday.
but spring break was pretty awesome.
not in the usually way - no getting drunk and partying on the beach or any of that shit.
but it was still pretty awesome.

friday the ninth - the lion king …

spring break

so i'm home now.
finally.
i really had no idea that it would be this bad - the whole week prior.
i've been going absolutely crazy!
but here i am!
i'm going to go see the broadway production of the lion king at UT tonight, i'm stoked
i've been watching too many …

before you crumble up inside

i've pretty much decided that i'm just pathetic and useless.
seriously.
i'm such a failure at practically everything.
i'm a failure as a daughter, a sister, a friend.
a student, an employee, a person.
i really do not see anything about me that is admirable.
i used …