Uploaded on Apr 12, 2007
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Like something out of a dream,
The visions come to me.
No fun for me, they're changing my everything.
How can that be?
Erasing my history, and every part of me disintegrating.
I'm fading away, faced with the decay,
I'm chasing each day.
I don't know how to pray, but I do it anyway.
I'm lost.
What's the cost I gotta pay, to take the pain and make it go away?
I contemplate.
In this state of mind, this hate of mine consumes my time.
In this depression, second guessing the messages that I find.
Are they really mine? Do I really care?
Is anybody even really there?
As I despair and decompose I suppose no one will ever know,
The demon that grows within these flows.
It feeds on my mind just like a parasite.
It's intertwined with my life,
I'm running out of time.
I'm running outta time.
It's every day the voices chasing me,
They're changing me.
They wait for me, so patiently.
Just leave me be.
Before I go insane, they're fucking with my brain.
They're making me change,
Making things not the same.
I can't explain..
I can't complain, bring on the shame,
I cling to the pain, it's keeping me sane.
I re-arrange to maintain.
Without my consent I present myself as my sacrifice.
Twice removed, I bring to you... Wesyde.
Wes why? Wes died.
This time.. inside... I writhe...
I tried... denied.
Now I reside within these walls,
Confined within these halls,
The dark ways in my mind-state.
I part ways with that part that you call a heart.
It's time to restart, I'm running out of time.
I'm running outta time.
It's like I'm running out of time,
I'm losing my mind.
Abusing what's mine, confused by the sights.
I'm losing my rights, like losing the fight.
And now what's right is done wrong.
I should have known that all along,
I couldn't hold on.
Withdrawn, I'm gone.
I don't belong, as I prolong
This feeling that I'm killing myself every day.
As I dissipate, I'm dead weight, my head shakes.
As I forsake all that I am, and all that I know,
And all that I hold if I could only regain control.
My own freakshow, as I implode,
And keep those in deep holes.
I bury souls.
This fury holds a scary threshold.
Contrary to what you know, or what they've told me,
This is my whole being.
Obscene and Unclean and Unseen,
I hide.
I'm running out of time.
I'm running outta time.
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